Enough is enough

2009-05-04T19:54:00.000-07:00

Stop procrastinating you idiot. The faster you get shit done the faster you can have your life back. So do pushups, even if they make you cry, run until you puke, push yourself, cos no one's going to do it for you anymore. This crap is on you. It's my fault I'm not where I should be. I should never have given up music. Now the only way to go to school is the hard way. Prove them wrong one last time. Think of your self centered selfishness. You want expensive technology, use that, use whatever you need. Just keep going. Run until you fly again. Earn your wings back, and this time, let no one rip them away from you.

Pink Camo

2009-04-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

I am 20 years old. I haven't worked out in days Where is my motivation? I want something, which requires work. I dont like who or where I am. Camo... I've always equated it to something strong, strength. I need it. I also need wisdom, courage, and coordination. Camo represents what I need to be. I've started my regimen. Hydroxycut, vitamins, cereal for breakfast, banana shake for snack, soup for lunch, orange for snack, calorie counting. Running, elliptical, bike, tiny dinner. Healthy and strong. Just breathe, Bee. And form coherent sentences and thoughts, silly. This is a blog after all. First off, I'm Bianca, also known as Bee. And you are my camouflage. My representation of what I need to be.